Buddy, you are on the right path, even if this path is difficult. You will succeed. Unfortunately, gambling addiction is something that remains inside forever, it cannot be completely eradicated, but it can be practically put to sleep and controlled. To do this, you need to constantly monitor your internal state. I learned this information from interviews with very problematic gamblers and betting enthusiasts. And of course, you are doing the right thing by watching videos about these stories. Good luck to you in this difficult matter.