Perhaps, after seeing yourself as an expert when you won those substantial amounts, you now go about posing yourself as an expert and trying to convince people that they can win with your predictions because with the trust feedbacks you have gotten from some members of this forum shows that you parade yourself as a successful gambler and now you are crying about your losses. This is to tell that there is no expert when it comes to gambling, after all it depends solely on luck as regardless of how successful you may think you are in gambling does not make you an expert. Hope you have learnt a good lesson to never risk what you cannot afford to lose because now you are being so emotional as a result of your losses to gambling. I also understand what you meant by beginners luck because when i started gambling, this beginners luck was what attracted to gamble more till when i ran out of lucks and had massive losses. In all, gambling should be for fun so that even if you lose, emotions wouldn't be attached to it.