Well story like you is a lot in this place but bro I feel sorry too and to be honest you are not alone even myself get rekted some times a couple week ago I just lost like 1.5K for nothing maybe this is small money for the other but big for me just like you that lost 100K that basically can be used for something else.

Beginner luck is always crazy when you fell the market is on you but in reality is not like it. If you want to stop betting that is the best for you in my opinion.

Oh btw thanks for the luck I hope you also wish you all happy new year