I'm sorry about this situation you find yourself in, life can be challenging sometimes, but you need to overcome this first before you can see the beauty in crypto investment, otherwise, your situation will continue to dominate you into desperation, and frustration might be the next phase. If there's anywhere cheap money is living now, it's the crypto market, I can still name 20 means of earning through it, but you need to first gain the adequate experience and have reasonable capital and low/no psychological stress to pursue the goal.