The holydarkness at least went to lenghts to help OP, the AHOYBRAUSE however did nothing but try to shame OP and derail the topic.  OP and I have messaged a bit on his mental wellbeing, I know more in how shitty his life situation is and he apologized for his harsh behavior at the front.  However as ahoybrause supported op in the front of the thread,  i cannot see anything but to try to oppose him now. Which seems suspiciuous imho.