I won't judge, since experience will never be the same, but I remember a starter who was pressure to gamble, his mother was sick and the only thing stopping the treatment is money so he gambled and won, I like the fact that he stopped gambling after and he claimed he stopped because he never liked gambling, but when it comes to saving his mother's life he took the risk, so for him, his experience is different.
It is very easy for you to allow your mindset to play trick on you, better have understanding of what gambling is all about, instead of just following your mind, gambling is very risky, even a beginner should always have this in mind.
You see that person that gambled and won to save his mother's life and after which he stopped gambling, he will definitely become successful in life because for someone to be that disciplined even after seeing the beauty side of what he preached against, he definitely can't allow the sweeter side of things deceive him because it takes someone who is so disciplined to quit gambling after getting your first win, most people will eventually continue gambling until they encounter the ugly side of it. Gambling is not bad if you follow it with good approach and never allow your feelings to control how you go about it. Be very intentional so that you don't get to regret after your actions.