When I first started gambling, I won some significant amount of money which further motivated me to continue gambling. Like any other gambler, later on I found myself losing more money than ever. Which is why I have always thought about whether beginner’s luck was real. To me, it didn’t make sense that the machine or the game knows if the player is a beginner so there’s no such thing as a beginner winning more than an experienced gambler.
Did you get so engrossed in gambling in the beginning that you didn't realize whether you were winning or losing? Gambling may bring profit in the beginning but at the same time there is loss but the loss is not felt at that moment. Moreover, a gambler is usually greedy in the beginning, due to which once he gets a profit, he continues to gamble again and again, so later the amount becomes more in losses instead of profits.