I did give away over 20 bitcoin to total strangers with my bitcoin faucet websites back in 2014 to 2017.
In 2013 I bought cheeseburger for 8 bitcoins. The cheeseburger was dry and tasteless. I was deceived
I never got "rich" from crypto but I feel good knowing I had a part of growing the community in the early days. Maybe some of the people I helped had good fortune.
I used to calm myself down like that too. Until I realized what a loser I am.
It still blows my mind to this day to think of it all.
a fool learns from his own mistakes
a smart man learns from the mistakes of others