I know it sounds crazy but I did give away over 20 bitcoin to total strangers with my bitcoin faucet websites back in 2014 to 2017. I never got "rich"
from crypto but I feel good knowing I had a part of growing the community in the early days. Maybe some of the people I helped had good fortune.
It still blows my mind to this day to think of it all.
If I put myself in your shoes, I don't know if I should regret, feel happy or just cry for giving away such fortune especially knowing that I could not become rich through Bitcoin. Yes you might not be rich in monetary values but your contribution to Bitcoin is one thing that should be your consolation. Someone already attest to your faucet and your selfless as helping those days. Just imagine how many people and how many families and generations you would have impacted by bringing them into Bitcoin through your faucet. That is something to be proud of so I want you to cheer up and be happy you played a role in this historic creation called Bitcoin.