Spending time with my family is now on low key, i have developed too much love for the BTC. There's one thing about me, based on the struggles and my ability, i have decided to give all my time to this family. life is full of struggles and responsibilities so i have to put much effort to my activities and abilities. learning more about BTC is what i love, for beginners it might be tough but as time goes on everything gets less rough

Be careful. When you lose a great part of your money, you might get into desperation and terminate your life.
Only then you will see the only people giving meaning to your life is your family, not your bank account.
Some thoughts:
"Money is a great servant, but a terrible master"
"Some people are so poor the only thing they have is their bank account"
Apart from that, keep studying, but dont get into the trip of thinking you have superpowers and people are worthless. Resist this feeling, because this same feeling will metamorphose and tell you to suicuide in case you lose a lot of your money.