but there are plenty of story about how people starting from the bottom building their capital with just few hundred dollar as a starter, if OP really sure he can pull it off. maybe it's worth it, but if he can't, maybe start finding income first.
Considering that the OP says in his launch message that he cannot control his emotions, which consequently leads to a loss of capital, he is unlikely to be able to increase his capital by having only a couple hundred dollars. So he first needs to find a stable source of income that will allow him to conduct further trading experiments.