Yes, I understand about that. If you can close the last payment on the loan, that will be good for you because your burden lifted with doing the last payment. That will be your valuable lesson that can make you change your life. You can manage yourself and will not take any loan because you already see what is the consequences and you must really stop yourself from the loan. When you can aware with the wrong thing that you do in gambling and you can stop gambling immediately, you will take your time to check yourself and other things related to you.
In just a few days I will be able to close the last payment on the loan, which is a burden on my family budget. How angry I am with myself because of all this. I could never imagine that I would fall into such bondage and addiction to gambling. Somehow I can’t believe it. People close to me also could not believe it. It is safe to say that I let them down badly. They spent a lot of nerves on this matter and will never again treat me as a person who can be trusted 100%.