Spending time with my family is now on low key, i have developed too much love for the BTC. There's one thing about me, based on the struggles and my ability, i have decided to give all my time to this family. life is full of struggles and responsibilities so i have to put much effort to my activities and abilities. learning more about BTC is what i love, for beginners it might be tough but as time goes on everything gets less rough 
It's good to be interested in learning about something, especially Bitcoin. But you seem to be so interested that it's unrealistic. Are you saying that you're going to move away from your family to learn about Bitcoin? If you don't, will you stop eating or doing basic daily activities? Or will you fly into the sky when you read about Bitcoin? No, you're not. You're going to read about Bitcoin the way you used to read school books. You don't have to leave your family or be away from your family or do that. You're just saying something unrealistic just to get attention.