You are a sick person. If you put that much time in finding a job instead of wasting it here with your long nonsense posts you could have recouped your losses, no problem.
But now, all your hatred and misery because of your own problems and shortcoming block you from doing so.
The crap you are posting here really shows how deep this issue is inside your head. Glad your life worked out like that, really glad. Because you are obviously a bad person and because of that you deserve everything that's coming to you.



Anyway, any chance for a pre monthly bonus?