However, I don't understand @nakamura12's current situation. If he is in financial trouble, hopefully, it will be resolved soon.
Shasan already lend me and I did request a loan for $15 just in case I need more. Thanks for your concern.
If that's the case, hope you pay back the loan as you both agreed. It doesn't tell well; someone lends you money but you can't pay it back when due.
However, I just pray this challenging time of yours will be over soon because nothing pains as when a young and vibrant being doesn't have money in their hands to boost off to solve personal problems