It is a big mistake on my part and I really regret sending PM. It's not like I love sending PM it's just that I don't have someone to ask for help. It's not the first time I take a loan from shasan and I did pay the previous loan.
I guess thast you avoided publically asking for a loan due your previous loan history where you were taking loans to repy loans etc, but I guess you didn't learn much from what since you wetn even step further by senging unsolictied PMs and asking bascially random members for a loan.
Let's see if you learned your lesson now.