Oh! You finally had a spreadsheet and you are able to make it public. Even if you have paid all the participants, you never had a clear intention to pay them, maybe you are coerced by the community to do so. I must say it, you were too careless about handling your campaign. You ran the campaign like a cult, hide the spreadsheet from the public, threatened your participants not to speak out of your delayed payment. You said you are warming up to lunch a review campaign, it seems that is not going to happen because you spoilt everything yourself. I found it so difficult to believe that it took you 9 months to convince a project to run a campaign in the forum, when the opportunity finally came, it took you only 2 weeks to ruin it.
My advice:
If you have any addiction issues such as gambling addiction, I will advice you go for rehabilitation and take care of yourself before thinking of managing another campaign in the forum, else it will continue to end in shame. Peace!
At the end of the campaign itself we share the spreadsheet,we just waited for the address to send the payment.Not at all,since the payment was claimed as escrow,I had the funds for the campaign.You also check the spreadsheet each every people was paid with additional 1$ for the delay.If I had no intention to pay,why should I pay them.LOL
And I don't have any gambling addiction,if any claim I had gambling addiction.Why should I accept the fake alligation, already the funds was in escrow and release upon the address submission.
@O.P
The thread was started upon,I had scammed the payment.By applying loan,how the O.P claim upon.I had used the payment for the gambling.LOL