It's impossible to know how ppl are living. Life's generating different ways to test ppl every day. Very recently I've seen painful days in my family because of money problems. We didn't expect it. It doesn't take a long time for good days to become bad. I'm hoping you'll overcome your money difficulties.
As I have explained in my previous post, it is indeed a mistake that I have made and I have already ask for a loan from Shasan and just sent the payment hours ago. The pm I sent before was to ask for a small loan and not begging other forum members to give me $5-$10. I think you haven't read all the post here in my opinion. I have tried asking from a friend here near my place and he doesn't have money even $2-3 to lend me and just said he said he used it already to buy something he wants.