The fact that you don't have a steady source of income
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If a person doesn't have a steady source of income, of ANY sort of income, then I believe that Bitcoin should be the last in his list of things that he/she should do in his/her life.
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Find a real job, take care of yourself, your health, and your personal needs. If you have responsibilities, like a wife and kids, then take care of that too before ANYTHING else.