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Many years ago I couldn't stop and lost a large sum of money. I still think about it. What prompted me to dive headlong into the world of gambling at that time? What was the reason? I still can't find the answers to these questions. Was there little money? Then why did I go and lose the last of it? Did I want to escape from reality to another world? Yes, perhaps, but somehow it doesn't convince me. I don't know... It's all strange, of course. I'd like to figure it all out so that such situations don't happen again.
Yeah, the mind is an interesting thing.
Sometimes we end up doing things that we are not really sure why we're doing them.
But at the end of the day it is a good thing to stop and think about what we're doing.
Because, really, we are what we do.