I was constantly stressed when I lost a significant amount of money. I fell into some kind of indifference to everything that surrounded me. There was no spark of joy in my eyes. Thoughts were about how to find money again and go and try to win it back. Well, that's not much fun, to be honest. It's a bit like masochism.
How many times have I told myself in my thoughts that I should stop and reconsider my approach to the process. But no... I didn't want to do it, because my inner voice was talking about the futility of this activity.
With that means you are gambling with the aim not for entertainment but to make a profit and in my opinion it should be evaluated where you should be able to accept every time the gambling you do ends with losing the money that is bet. What is feared is when you cannot accept losing money it will make you more aggressive in gambling such as chasing victory accompanied by high emotional feelings, this can be even worse. I hope you can evaluate it for yourself too.