For me? Yeah, I blame myself a lot too, maybe even too much.
But I’d love to hear your story. I’m sure you’ve also been hard on yourself, not just after losses but even after wins.
When it comes to gambling losses especialy if we suffer a significant amount of lost, there is no other people to blame but ourselves. Yes whenever I got carried away and lost a somehow out of budget amount, I only blame myself since I step over the boundaries I set to my gambling activity. But I wonder why would I blame myself in cases where my gambling result is good? I believe being hard on oneself after winning is not a normal thing.
Can you share a specific moment you’ll never forget? One where you held yourself fully accountable, regretted it deeply, and promised, ‘Never again’?
There is this instance where I had already a 6x of my initial bankroll but I tend to get greedy and aim to balloon the winnings to 10x. The result of bet became sour and eventually lost them all. On that time I learned my lesson and decide to just go for a smaller win.