OP, if what you described in your post is your own way of obsession with Bitcoin, I will tell you that you are not really as obsessed with Bitcoin as you thought you were.

When someone says they are obsessed with something, they tend to overdo it from the normal way other people do it. As it is Bitcoin investment, they invest in it regularly with their saved money, leaving little to survive with. Another obsession is what they wear, will have Bitcoin written over it, they will be checking on the Bitcoin price every few minutes, and they will spread the awareness of Bitcoin everyone they go, if it is in the market