Jesus Christ, man.
One thing is to sell your stuff in order to have money to gamble or even ask for loans while giving some collateral, but borrowing money from the wrong people like that would have actually cost you your life or the life of your family. There are actual criminals who work as debt collectors and they do not hesitate to break your legs in order to give out a message to other borrowers in the same area where you live...
Would you care to tell you how you managed to get out of such situation? Depending on how much you owed it sounds almost as a miracle you got out of such scenario without getting harmed by those bad people...
And also, I hope your addiction is now under control and you won't ever need to ask for loans to gamble.
Let's go back to what i have been preaching as a good Samaritan for a long time, don't be tempted gambling does not lead to becoming rich but leads to becoming poor. Otherwise how could the casinos survive?
I know, this is a kind of inductive turkey talk, the famous philosophical theory of the inductive turkey.
However, the facts prove that if you gamble, you are more likely to lose than to win.
So either use a system like the monthly budget or do like me and play for fun.