I don't even remember if this is the seed that leads to my lost Electrum wallet from my thread
So you're saying you made all the mistakes in the book. That's just negligence. Why would you write down addresses instead of your seed? Writing addresses is pointless and prone to mistakes anyway.
How did you get those 50 words? You'll have to put effort into finding the words, or did you make them up yourself?
I have 50 words.
These words are not written in any particular pattern, but I have highlighted some of them with a pencil. But the marked words are more than 24, so it doesn't make sense and I can't imagine that I thought it made sense at the time, it wouldn't be a puzzle.
Serious question: what do you expect from us?