Maybe you should go back to trading without an additional source of income and wait till you are financially, physically, and mentally drained before you realise on your own that trading without an additional source of income, especially for a semi-skilled trader like you, is not advisable.
It is not advisable for everyone to trade without a source of income. It's hard to enter this market without having funds to back you up so that you can still stand up when you fell and losses all of your trades. The longest thread that someone has in trading, mostly the ones that stays and that's why if you don't have any source of income, it will be a bad omen for someone who looks forward to trade.