Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.
All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.
Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.
All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.
Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.
Hello dear...
I see and feel what you are going through mentally and emotionally, but whatsoever the reactions around you could be, it doesn't mean you should end it up by taking your life. It is said, life is precious, and it truly is.
Take a second thought on your decision or the ideas showing up in your head, if you take your life now, do you think your family whom you think you fucked up will be happy? It will be another room of pain, and space that can never be filled up again, I believe you mean more than the money to them, whether you know it or not.
I believe that money is meant to be used, on the process of using it, we come across different things and situations, which could be profiting or losing, and as a crypto enthusiast, I am sure you know that well. You lost $30k, that's quite a big one, but remember that you wanted to take a leap of faith on a desired ecosystem you thought would be promising and worth profiting from, now reverse has become the case, it doesn't just end there. $30k is big, but I doubt that the whole $30k is gone and nothing left
, and even if it is all gone, there is a possibility to acquire even more in this forum/crypto-verse. Taking your life won't bring any answer to this problem, but rather will bring more pain to your family and loved ones.