Having a negative thoughts on something before starting is something I don't usually do, but when it comes to gambling, I do not consider it as fun otherwise I wouldn't be expecting a return when I invest money to play. Gambling is a risky game knowing that you win some and lose some is the key and what helps me going but if I'm losing more thwn I win there's no fun to keep gambling.
It turns out that you are almost always tuned to positive thinking during the game? Hmm... An interesting approach to the process. Maybe I should tune in to this wave too? What if? What if the situation changes radically and I manage to hit the jackpot? Or at least there will be wins a little more often, and not after a long interval, which already indicates that luck has turned away and does not want to return.