Videos about trading cryptocurrency or trading Forex are often too complex and overwhelming for first time learners. The very first time I came across the charts I saw the person who was looking at it as someone a genius because I never really understood what was going on there, but as time has gone by now, I am no longer as overwhelmed as I used to be that I even make reference to chart to see how bitcoin is performing.
I think you should give yourself some more time, trying to understand everything once about trading can discourage you, start from the basics.