Hey,
I really empathize with the pain you are experiencing. Even though the experience is tough, you are not by yourself. Your family means the world to you at this point. Use them as support, as they care about you even if they do not fully know what you are going through.

Even though things are not easy now, they will not last forever. you can talk to someone if it becomes too much, no matter if they are a friend, therapist, or anyone you trust. You have been involved with cryptocurrency for a long period of time. Experience matters a lot.

It might be best to begin slowly, take measures to improve, and grow one step at a time. You have gained the skills before. You have the ability to go through it a second time. although things may not seem clear to you now, but lots of exciting experiences still await you. You are strong enough to go through this.