This year you said is bad does it refer to altcoin? But for bitcoin it is not too bad because this year has reached ATH although expectations are not too high because there are still a few months left to reach its record, it could be $150K this year as experts say.
But it seems like you are trapped in an altcoin that is experiencing a decline when BTC is already dominating the market, your hopes may fail because many altcoins are falling, but unfortunately you are too focused on altcoins and too hopeful for an altcoin season.