First of all, it is good to know that trading is not for everyone. It is better not to trade than to be losing money. Anyone that has been trading for like a year and is losing, it is better for the person to stop trading.
Imagine having a $50 account and you blow it, what makes you think if you have a $50,000 account you will not blow it, the only difference between these two accounts is the time taken to blow it as long as you don't have the required knowledge to manage them.
It would have been better if you can use naira instead of dollar.
People that grow $10 to $10,000 are still humans like you but knowledge is the difference.
Are you sure about this?