It means it's against all the odds, from the very beginning until now, tons of grinding for several years:
And yes, this is also from the last month as well but it's overall as well from the very beginning as mentioned:
I think it’s time I stop referring to myself as a gambler because apparently if I’m to accumulate all that I’ve wagered it still won’t near yours.
But I really can’t get too jealous of your stats because we all should be aware of our limit and only gamble with what we can afford to lose and it’s quite obvious that I can’t even start dreaming of losing this type of money, not yet. According to my reply above, I think it’s already obvious that I’ve never had a VIP host before - I don’t grind to rank up actually; I know that there are some perks that comes with it but I’ve never been that interested to try it. And also, I think the fact that I only gamble once in a while also played its part in it.