Just as you have exhausted your smerit it's probably the same way others did but the issue of sending to deserving post is very unfortunate that its quiet biased but time to time I still see some deserving and recieving as they deserve.

For example me, I have received few that I'm certain I deserved more than that, I guess it's because some of you have little portions for now.

Not to make an excuse for anyone but you all merit source should be in contact with each other to know how exactly you're operating the voluntary power you have.