OP, I hope you're determined to turn into a new leaf. Once and for all, just quit gambling. Your addiction has reached certain levels that's not only damaging to you but also to other people and your relationships with them.
But you whining won't help you. Improvement doesn't happen if you don't even have the courage to take responsibility. You're passing the blame on others. Stop it. Don't run away from responsibilities. Be a man! Face it!
Betpanda is a casino and a betting site. What do you expect from it, to tell people like you not to gamble because it might destroy lives?