It is really funny how you are trying to shift the blame to BetPanda for the funds you intentionally gambled and lost. I believe nobody will buy that, and I would never say that BetPanda owes you anything. You know that BetPanda, as a gambling company, doesn't owe anything because they didn’t force you to gamble. You registered the account yourself and started gambling.
So, what I want to tell you is don't try to shift the blame to BetPanda just to calm yourself. Blame yourself for what has happened that is the only way I think you can control yourself. If you keep trying to shift blame to someone or something whenever you’re wrong, you’ll continue repeating that behavior.
It’s true that you admitted to being a gambling addict, so believe that you caused all of this yourself, not BetPanda. In fact, even if someone pities you and helps you with some funds, I believe you would still go ahead and gamble because you’re already addicted. You may even think the reason for your losses is BetPanda, and you could end up registering with another betting company.
I can’t say that you are wrong !
You are right . I blame myself for the whole situation because I caused it and not Betpanda .
I was irresponsible and without limits and gambled money I didn’t have
I am afraid of loosing my life because I don’t have money to repay the debts