When your father died with $200k debts it must've caused stress for your family. You should've understood how important money is to ppl that's why it's sad story you gambled it & lost. If you can't get loans from banks you'll have to tell the ppl you've stolen from. Tell them the truth because many ppl can forgive.
Thank you for your wishes !
I will definitely don’t gamble again as only worst can become .
The only thing I have in mind is how to repay this huge amount , but truly I can’t figure out a way to do it .i can’t even get a loan from the bank to repay this amount (as my father while died left the family with 200k in debts to banks )
Yes it was a sad story .we are still repaying the debts with my stupidity added one more debt