Wish I could feel happy about the ATH. Dad died. Police came to tell me they found him in his apartment after residents called in because of a smell. Happened while I was on vacation in Italy. I really don't know what to feel, just keeping myself distracted.
Ouch. Sorry for your loss.
When my dad died, i was numbed by burnout syndrome. About half a year later, those feelings broke free.
Whatever happens, we're not able to do anything about it, so maybe it's best to let it just happen.
Hope this helps a bit.
Originally i came here for the comments and rocket.gifs after checking the price before going to sleep, just to be reminded that money isn't really worth that much...
time lowers the pain.
my father-in-law died in 2002 the best father-in-law I could have ever had. I still feel pain from this loss. but less than I did 10 years ago.
my mother-in-law died in 1994. very fond of her and my pain of loss has become diminished but still there.