Thank you all for the condolences, my WO brothers. I appreciate you all.

My dad was only going to be 60 this year, so it was not his time. And it feels unfair.

You really don't know how much you are going to miss a person until they're gone... It still feels unreal. Like everyone else made a mistake and he is still going to be there in his apartment tomorrow.

He had his problems in life but he was there for me when I needed him. And I could not even say goodbye. My head is filled with thoughts of "could I have been a better son?".

Anyway thanks for again for the support everyone, right now I am just trying to distract myself from my thoughts and sorry if I post whatever comes into my head.