Wish I could feel happy about the ATH. Dad died. Police came to tell me they found him in his apartment after residents called in because of a smell. Happened while I was on vacation in Italy. I really don't know what to feel, just keeping myself distracted.
Really sorry to hear you're going through this - I know first hand it's a lot to process especially when you were away at the time. Distraction is a good coping method but if you have a trusted friend, talking it out can help too; that's what they're for.