I don't remember when I won or the amount. Furthermore, I don't remember when I first started gambling, but I'm certainly happy when I did win. I was tempted to gamble when I saw my friend win a significant amount. In my gambling, wins have become less frequent than losses, and that's perfectly normal.
There's been a difference in my gambling over time. I used to bet the minimum amount at the beginning, but now I can't do that, for some reason, perhaps because I've become more daring. Nevertheless, I still try to maintain disciplined control.