I don't remember exactly when I first won but it's certain that as long as we gamble and win regardless of anything we will be very happy with it but on some occasions there are some moments that I remember about my victories in the past there was a big enough emotion overflowing when I got a big win that it actually destroyed me a little.
I once won a fairly large amount but ran out a few minutes later because of too much ambition when increasing the bet hoping that the winnings would be even greater. From this I began to try to change a little more little by little because it was a big enough victory for me but it had to be lost in vain so from there I began to try to manage my emotions and ambitions especially when I had lost or won a large amount.
Because after all, this condition seems to be important considering that when there is no self-control that is really forced, the situation actually reverses, which originally profits will become losses so I don't want to repeat that time and I minimize as much as possible so that it doesn't happen again.