My first win was too long ago to remember, but I felt happy at the time.
It's impossible not to feel joy over a first win, especially if it's a large one. If it's too small, there might not be much joy or celebration, but if it's large, a small celebration with friends might be in order. It was definitely fun and this was the beginning of my addiction to gambling.

I'm too lazy to remember how much my first win was, but I can confirm it was from the lottery. It wasn't much, but it was enough to have a little celebration with my friends all day. But do you know what happened next? Well, winning became harder and I tended to lose more than win. Lol