Your post was created just yesterday, I will bookmark it, and I hope you come again to update us on the progress of this fight. The reason I'm particular about it is that;

1. This is not the first time you made that decision but you slipped back into the addiction
2. On realizing your fault again, you are trying to boast up the effort, and
3. I love the spirit of the current proposed commitment and the determination

Let's all see how this goes, and I wish you a very good recovery.