Your case is similar to what I experienced a few months ago, maybe because I was bored with the old game and boom!! when I found a new game I felt the sensation, making me neglect important things and finally without realizing it I got carried away, I was quite disappointed at that time because my losses exceeded the limit I had set, luckily I realized my mistake early and went back to playing as usual, I'm pretty sure what we "op" experienced is experienced by most other gamblers.