Life is very challenging at every one of us and sometime the pressure is very much . it is very difficult to balance when you have a family that is large ,you are still strongly financially and you are trying your best to invest bitcoin, like you said, if you can be investing in bitcoin gradually you can be able to build a better portfolio one day that's the mindset of everybody and if you are progressing or knowing bitcoin it can be a long term opportunity if you are making little effort you don't have to compare yourself with any body
Life can be so tough, challenging and so fort, but understand that where there's life there's a a way, being alive means that there's hope and if life throws a lemon at you then you should make a lemonade out of it, that's just it. The toughness of life should serve as a motivation to keep going, keep pushing to make things better cause nothing good comes easy and if it's very easy then it's not good enough, well this is no time for motivations mate cause I can keep going on and on just to keep anyone motivated while reading this but in the reality Bitcoin investment doesn't deal with emotions it's garbage in garbage out, the time, money and effort you put into it would determine your reward in the future so far you keep holding, moreover nothing stops anyone from starting small then increase their level of accumulation when things gets better financially, it's a long-term process whereby everyone invests according to the amount of discretionary funds they have therefore there shouldn't be competition among investors.