I can not remember my biggest loss in gambling, that is happen in the past. Besides that, I don't want to remember about that because that can attract me to recover my loss which will not easy.

I don't get a mental trauma because of the loss but it feel very disappointed as I lose the money. That was a bad day for me and almost make me spend more money and become addicted. But I am glad that I can realize my mistake and turn back myself to the right direction.

I stop gambling after that experienced and reduce my gambling activity. It feel not right to see more losses while I only playing gambling for fun. But because of the temptation, I get deeper in gambling.