It is quite understandable to wonder if external factors like luck or superstition are involved. The funny thing is that you're falling victim to the gambler's belief that past events can influence future outcomes. This mindset sometimes can lead you to overconfidence and poor decision-making.

Now another thing is that you don't  gamble according to your narrative like  "I always miss betting on the winning games" when you didn't make an effort to place a bet on it . Sometimes, it is possible that your motivation to gamble is influenced by emotional factors, like you might be “emotionally stressed, bored, or too excited". At the end of everything, you may be putting blames on the system when you're the cause of your loss; you need to practically consider taking a more disciplined approach to gambling, with that, you may be able to improve your decision-making and break that cycle of negative outcomes someday.