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But as time goes I checked my gambling history and it appeared that I have been playing more than my plans which has also got to affect my bankroll because I began gambling without plans anymore.
I was not feeling comfortable about it anymore because I had that felling that I may have fallen addicted unknowingly. So I took it upon myself and decided not to gamble for atleast 1 month with attentiveness to observe the state of my emotions if it is going to feel troubled or worried over the while on the break.
I think everyone should take you as an example for what you did. You noticed that you were having so much fun but you also realized that you have been overspending on your allocated budget on gambling. This is having the discipline and sense of control over your actions which is somehow rare to a gambler.
But I am glad to say that I am still in control of myself and my emotions are in good conditions. There was no single feeling like I was really missing something I can not do without.
So in the past few days now I resumed to gamble and could still maintain those conscious and responsible gambling person.
I am very happy to know OP that you were able to control and practice discipline over your bets. Unfortunately, lots of gamblers do not even acknowledge the fact that they are addicted. They tend to rationalize their habits by denying that they are addicted. Instead, they tend to gamble more in the process without fully knowing that they are already too deep in their addiction.