But I am glad to say that I am still in control of myself and my emotions are in good conditions. There was no single feeling like I was really missing something I can not do without.
So in the past few days now I resumed to gamble and could still maintain those conscious and responsible gambling person.
It is a very good thing that op can bring control over himself. When a gambler starts gambling again after losing a few matches and forgets to understand or give time to himself, then he does not have control over himself. A real gambler gambles regularly, it is right, but he knows where he has to stop and where to start. To manage gambling properly, it is necessary to set your own money and time and take breaks from time to time, to understand yourself, whether what I am doing is right, not to fall into greed and make any decision through emotions. Gambling cannot be just for fun, it can be a part of our life, remember this well.